A Woman’s Diary

I haven’t been feeling all that great this past week. I think it’s due to the amount of hours I’m working since the job is so repetitive. Well, that’s my guess anyways. It’s kind of like a little depression mood that I’m in. I’m not too happy and I have A LOT on my mind in regards to various things.

Wouldn’t it be nice if you had all the time in the world to just kick back and relax so you can think things through properly? Gee…that would be nice and it’s sort of what I’m longing for. Maybe it’s just the winter blues I’m feeling right now. I don’t know.

All I do know is that I can’t wait until the summer rolls around so I can go outside and lay out in my patio and read a good book. I have way too many books that I bought from Amazon that need to be read. How many more months until summer again?? *sigh*

It’s been so crazy at work. I’m working so many hours in a week…more than what I expected for someone who just started. Even this week I have a million hours to do too. Not that I’m complaining too much because the money is great…but what sucks is the fact that this job is so damn repetitive and I have to deal with crazy people in the public. Well…not all of them are crazy…just some. LOL!

Working and trying to maintain my online life is proving to be slightly difficult. I barely have time to come online and do anything and when I do, I end up checking my rss feeds, emails, and doing a few assignments for a company I do paid posting for. Other than that, I don’t have time to blog hop like I normally did, respond to comments, chat on msn, play the sims 2, or other things too. There’s just no time.

Then on top of all that, I enjoy to read. I have a backlog of at least 10 books that I have purchased and are waiting to be read. I even started a few without finishing the prior ones. I tend to do that when the plot gets boring in one book. LOL! One more thing that has been occupying my time, is that I’m making a blanket. I’m crocheting it all by myself. Heehee…so obviously that will take a while and I end up doing it in front of the tv while I listen and glance at what’s playing.

So as you can see, there’s just no time for anything anymore. *sigh*

I’m feeling a little bit overwhelmed at the moment. Why? Let me break it down for you.

- new job demands
- doing paid assignments
- need to make more rosaries
- keeping all my blogs up-to-date
- catching up on the books I’m currently reading
- finding the perfect bridesmaid dress for my sister’s wedding

It’s all driving me insane already. I got so much to do and so little time for things. This weekend itself has just come and gone without even making a dent in the amount of things I still have to do. Not to mention, my sister & dog’s birthday is coming up shortly in the middle of February. Gotta prepare for that too.

Thank goodness I’m not attending classes right now. I would of been committed to a loony bin by now.

1 hour for the job interview and then I got hired right on the spot!!

Time to celebrate!!! Yippy!!

Maybe my life is not going to be too boring anymore. LOL!

I have a job interview tomorrow. I can’t wait because I need a job really bad. Plus, I know some people who work there too and say it’s one of the easiest jobs you will ever do in your life. They even hire people right on the spot, so I have to come prepared.

I really really really want this job bad. Right now they only have part time hours which is okay. Once they have full time, I will definitely snag up those. The only thing that may suck is that you have to work during the evening and into the early morning. That gives me no time to hang out with friends or family because most people I know either work during the day or are at school during the day.

Oh well…we all gotta make sacrifices. After all, that means I have the mornings to sleep in and blog which isn’t that bad when you think about it. Plus, I have time to go to the mall before stores close anyways. So I guess there is a plus side to it.

I really hope I get it tomorrow. Wish me luck. I’ll probably update around 1pm (EST) once I get back in. *crosses fingers and hopes to get hired*

As you can see from my previous post, I listed a bunch of goals & new year resolutions I wanted to accomplish. It seems that some are coming faster than I thought.

• I just applied for a job a few days ago and received a call back today. I just have to call them back tomorrow morning because it was too late to return the call. A friend of mine who currently works there has informed me that if you get the call back, you’re practically hired!! Yippy!!!

• If I get the full time job, then I can start making & saving money. I have already decided that once I get at least $5000 saved in the bank, I’m moving out. Of course moving out into my own place was one of my new years resolutions which goes hand in hand with getting the full time job. Yippy #2!!!

• Trying to better my health was another resolution I had. The only way I know I will accomplish this is if I’m living on my own. It’s just impossible to even try to better my life by living at home. How so? It’s difficult since my mom makes the best meals ever. If you say you don’t want it, she takes it as an offense. Half the time it’s just too good to decline.
  
  Then there’s the fact that I want to buy more exercise equipment. The only problem is, is that there’s nowhere to put it in our house. Not to mention that whenever I even try to workout, it seems my parents constantly ask how you doing, how long you working out for, did you lose any pounds today, etc. It gets annoying after awhile and doesn’t help at all.
  
  Also, I’m not the one who does the grocery shopping in our house. My parents do all that. So I don’t really get to pick what I want to bring home and maybe eat for the week. It’s just whatever is in the fridge. Plus, I’d love to keep track of everything I eat on a white board in the kitchen. Of course this is impossible because my mom obviously won’t let me stick that on the wall. Both my parents would think it’s a ridiculous idea.

Can you see how these three new year resolutions are intertwined? One won’t work without the other and none will work without getting a job first. I really hope I get the job!! Seriously, I need it badly because I got a major bill to pay, plus I think I need to pay money for my income tax due to making money online. So it all starts with getting the job. *crosses fingers*