A Woman’s Diary

Continuing on from my last post, I have yet to get my nose pierced. I’m thinking about going either sometime this week or the next. I promised my younger sister that I would pay for her “marilyn piercing”. If you don’t know what that is, it’s wear you have a piercing in between you smile crease. Click here to see what I mean.

I’m not sure how my parents are going to react once I get it done. I mentioned it to them already and they weren’t pleased. They said I have too much time on my hands and should go get a full time job. Meh…I kinda agree. I do have to get a full time job in the new year because I’ll be out of school for the time being.

Anyways, I just hope they don’t disown me or something just because of a piercing. Yes I know…crazy ain’t it? Who knows what my parents will do. They didn’t care about my tattoo. And they didn’t care when I got my ears pierced a second time. Heck, my mom pierced them for me! LOL! So hopefully they won’t be too accept with a nose piercing.

Only time will tell…

I have made my official decision. I’m not continuing on with the program I’m currently in. I’ll return to it at anther time in my life. For now, I just want to do something I love and I’m good at. That is, photography. Of course this decision as made a rough mark in mine and my parents relationships. They don’t see it the way I see it which becomes really frustrating. It also seems that I’m a failure in their eyes…which is quite upsetting to me.

I just wish that they would be supportive of my decision and allow me to deal with whatever consequences come from it. It’s my life and my decisions, not theirs. I’m still very upset right now. I have been for the entire morning and yesterday. Man…if I had a lot of money and a steady fulltime income, I would of moved out long time ago. They just don’t see me as an independent person which is very heartbreaking because they think I need to 24/7. In reality, I don’t. I’m more than capable of doing things on my own and making my own decisions.

My parents have always been this way to both my sisters and myself. It gets really frustrating. It’s like they don’t allow us to spread our wings and learn from our mistakes. *sigh*…If only they realize what they are doing and make changes for better things.